RE: Mental illness: the other side
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|From:||"Horn, Hazel" <HornHazelV@exchange.ach.uams.edu>|
|To:||'Bryan Llewellyn' <firstname.lastname@example.org>, Histonet <email@example.com>|
> -----Original Message-----
> From: Bryan Llewellyn [SMTP:firstname.lastname@example.org]
> Sent: Sunday, July 09, 2000 02:14 PM
> To: Histonet
> Subject: Mental illness: the other side
> > Lastly, if we screen out all of the mentally ill from jobs, what
> > are we to do with them? They have rights, and one of them is the right
> > to pursue happiness by being gainfully employed.
> I too thought long and hard about whether I should reply to the postings
> this subject. I finally decided that I should because I can bring an
> to the discussion that has not yet been made. Please excuse what may
> to be bragging, but I am going to speak very frankly because I have found
> some off the comments made on this subject quite demeaning and insulting.
> do not apologise for saying this. I think it needs to be said.
> I am a long time chronic depressive. I have been depressed on and off
> (mostly on) for about 50 years (I am 57), and have been a passive suicide
> since I was about eight. The source of my emotional problems is abuse as
> child; physical, sexual and emotional. Did you ever wonder where abused
> children went when they grew up? We hide among you.
> Depression is considered to be a mental illness. I am therefore one of
> those people you are all wondering whether you should fire because you are
> concerned I might attack you.
> I do my job, and rather well, I always thought. I am the supervisor of a
> small histology lab, and have been the supervisor of a very large
> lab years ago in Winnipeg. I qualified at the highest possible levels
> available at the time (1969 and 1979) in two countries (Britain and
> I authored and administered for several years three separate
> courses for the Canadian professional Society in advanced histological
> techniques. I have written a few papers on histological subjects (amyloid
> staining, H&E substitutes). I set up the StainsFile web page, and have
> all the work for it with the exception of one article. I venture to
> that I have received considerable respect for my technical abilities over
> the years from coworkers and pathologists, some of whom have been quite
> I am politically active and have been asked on more than one occasion to
> for office provincially. I have been declared an honorary woman because
> my strong committment to gender equity. I feel just as strongly about
> racial equality and gay and lesbian issues. I venture to suggest that I
> have made a noticeable contribution to society.
> I have been married to Linda for 37 years. She has borne the brunt of my
> depression for all that time. We have three children, all of whom are
> educated (Jason a city planner, Stevyn a pharmacist, and David a Ph.D.
> student in organo-metallic chemistry at McGill unioversity). None of them
> have inherited my depression. All of them love and respect me and will
> me when I die.
> Mentall illness is no more a single entity than any other branch of human
> activity. Both smallpox and the common cold are viral diseases, but why
> would anyone in their right mind think that a person with a cold is as
> dangerous as a person with smallpox. Please get a perspective. Mental
> illness ranges from the inocuous to the dangerous. Most people alive
> means you) have some kind of a neurosis, and all neuroses are a form of
> mental illness. From very personal experience, I can tell you that those
> who suffer most from mentall illnesses are the people with it and those
> love them. An example is the poor progress of the StainsFile web site, on
> which I have been unable to work for a year.
> I am most certainly not ashamed of my mental state. In fact, I am quite
> proud of the fact that I have been strong willed enough to rise above my
> handicap. I think I have made a contribution to society. I have never
> anyone. I have never killed anyone. I treat others with respect. Why
> should I be discriminated against because someone else has a hangup (a
> neurosis) about emotional disorders? Why should I be fired when it is
> problem? Would you fire me if I had one arm? Would you refuse to work
> me if I stuttered? Would you send me to the back of the bus if I were
> black? Please tell me how discriminating against me because of my
> depression is any different from those things.
> Remember, we are all innocent until proven guilty. Please do not fire me
> until I have done something worth being fired for. As for not hiring
> someone because in a ten minute interview, an interviewer with no
> psychiatric training decides the candidate is nuts, please, get a life!
> I would request that people think before they post comments that are
> demeaning to those like me.
> Bryan Llewellyn
> Depressive, and absolutely NOT ashamed of it.
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